Saturday, January 28, 2006
back to blogging.. =) comp down eHhh -.- that's why..
chinese new yearrr.... boring one..
wed gonna see section head with my gang..
recently so lazy to blog also........ zZzzzzz..
this few days so down.. nothing seem to go right..
11:18 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y
Saturday, January 21, 2006
FRI
long day in school~ ! woke up quite late.. reach at about 9am met huiting together go to class. only have accounts today. end at 11.. wen to cafe and slack and have our breakfast/lunch.. min & net went to watch movie. the rest went home. left me, jer and JL.. jl also wen home.. wa lao ehh..so bad.. never pei jer.. so i pei jer till chen come.. toopid de ehh.. class end so late... wanted to go home wen they start their filming.. in the end being drag down.. so jer is the main actor.. hahas.. me and chen the sub one.. after all we did have fun... laughter... hEes.. den home sweet home... tired ehhh...
12:52 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y
Thursday, January 19, 2006
A few calls and a few smses.. woke up at dunnoo what time lazy to go sch. so decided to skip accounts. reach sch at 11 wanted to go bcm but ended up in multi media doing my project. wen to cafe to have lunch and slack awhile den went up to class. school corrupted blast with techno -.-2pm bfs starting off with presentation. That's when I started to get real nervous heart beating so fast.. And my hands were real cold. Thanks to kelyn and huiting giving me the support. =) finally everything is over! woot... Went home alone today.. took bus 10 instead of 31 cause a lot of people.. yea...Home sweetie home..
Didn't know realise wen my phone rings I didn't notice.. last time I will but not for now.. probably I dont seem to care, knowing that there isn't any important calls or sms anymore =)
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Wednesday, January 18, 2006
woot... bridge leaderr in charge of some games ? loLs... ~ everything seeem so fine today.. wen to CDC .. den after tat school.. den lessoonn.. teacher good mood ehh.. actually allow us to go in class with home clothes.. after that went down to tpy to watch movie.. narnia... kinda boring... =) denn home sweeett homee..
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Tuesday, January 17, 2006
P = pr0mises
tape =x
jer~
chEr
ben
at market =x
a pic meant for me ? minnie min
eat eat eat only =x
the yucky food they ate -.-
the insect that fly to eddy's specs
raininggg on the way to schhh
boring me x)
7:43 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y
hey thanks passerby for those posts.
trying to find fault with me ? trying to go against me ? and i didn't kno by seeing my posts u can judge me as flirt. which is so cool. saying that i didn't know my limits how would kno ? are you some really unknown or just someone wanna go against me. judge me all you want. i dare you to show me ya pics and let me judge you too =) trying to say i'm ugly yet i can flirt, isn't something so great ? is flirting a prob ? is there a fault to flirt ? no right. my life not urs =) who are you to judge me. being coward ? is YOU!
6:38 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y
Sunday, January 15, 2006
woke up in the mornningggg yawnnn ~
took a bus down to CDC for etrial..
thinking alot while on the bus..
2 hours of etrial..
daddy fetch me..
went to tpy..
went market..
omg la.. i wear like tat go there..
so weird -.-
home sweeett homeee--
12:44 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y
Saturday, January 14, 2006
FRIDAY 13
cheryl - missed 3 buses, walked to another bus stop 2 kinda empty buses came -.-" change bus also pack =)
min - received some prank call
thomas - late 2 hours meeting gf
eddy - insect fly on his specs -.-
ben - almost fall
rich - nth =)
jer - nice bum on the forehead hEes.
eddy`cher - bus wen the wrong way... ~
that's all i can remember.. schoool~ !! den... wen home by cab.. the weather making me spinning.. den chiong out to cdc.. eddy waited for me.. den wen to katong.. meet the rest... den wen to geylang to eat -.- hahahas.. and the guyss ermmmm.... =x tralalalalas... den slack at 201... den wen to min house ton... i reach her house toh lo =)
today.... wake up wen to cdc again.. meet eddy tgt go to min working place meet her..ate our dinner there.. den wen bugis village walk walk .. den meet the rest.. den wen to meet parent at suntec... finish shopping.. homesweethome... so happy.. saw bel =) miss u sooooo muchhhhh.. u made my day rawks..
11:26 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y
Thursday, January 12, 2006
Currently in school. Just reach school. Took a cab down to school, cause jer woke me asked me to come. having BCM lesson. wth heavy rain sia... caught a cold perhaps =) keep sneezinggg.. >.< .. coldd ehhh... They got scolded cause they waited for me.. Now they have to write letter -.-" 'letter of unertaking' dots... so funny jer went to print the letter using foolscap paper den the paper tio jam in the printer cannot find. ahahas.. but still manage to find la.. =) make the class laugh, as the class kinda cold.. tralalalas.. jer now beside me.. looking at wart I typing.. loLs!!
11:53 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y
WED
First time morning took bus to school, and I reach school at 8 sharp. hEes. first one to reach among my gang! so guai.. as usual lesson.. good news.. I passed my bfs! 73 % woot.. never fail~ and I get 98% for accounting.. tralallalas.. wasn't tat bad after all...2 hours of break went down to east point and eat KFC, we are so piggy I know. Den went down to tamp to get my lenses. hazel~ woot.. but kinda not used to it so it kinda hurt my eyes. lesssson time... account followed by biz.com borinnggg.. =x after lesson went down to bugis! took bus slept in the bus.. tiredddd.. today school got graduation celebrationn... jason saw me and sms me.. =) weEeeee.. bugis shoppinnggg bought 3 clothes , 100 bucks hEes.. cool hUh..oh ya.. finally get my lighter done..... a better one... still got light de.. hahahs x= den the guys kind shag looking.. =x so decided to stop shopiing. anyway min going to work at 6pm. took train pei JL and jer till tpy.. met my dad .. home sweeet homeee.. den in the evening met PT.. being good pei him take train all the way till dhoby.. yea.. reach home kena rain lo -.- wthhh...
kinda boredddd now, chatting with only 1 person now which is darreeenn.. jus now still got web camm with gene.. testing cam.. i told him his cam sux =x muhahahhas... realli mahs =x kinda tired too.. might fall asleep at any moment.. yawnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn~ =)
make my wishes come true =)
12:23 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
cher`belinda`min
-.-||| ehh.. kelyn show me den i do =x
what a face =x
kelyn's melody
eddy cutting hair
he loook NERDY. forgot to take the after de..
cher`mas`ben
cher`mas
cher`ben
cher`
cool pic =x
12:22 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
Today holiday wEeeEeeee... I still thought tomorrow holiday, forget that tomorrow having school =.= borinnggg.. wake up in the afternoon use comp hEes, as usual that what normally I do. went out in the early evening, took train down to dhoby. went around PS and walk walk while waiting for the rest cause they waiting for thomas. slow eh he -.- nothing much to shop didn't see anything I like, not in a shopping mood probably because bel wasn't with me. =) met them at control station took train down to somerset. wanted to go cine and have our dinner, think twice change my mind. went to taka instead, guess what we doing over there? some haircut for eddy heard the salon there not bad so ya =) hEes he looook so much better with this new hairstyle woot. after that they went to toilet, wen eddy wen out he asked me why so people what's going on, I replied some gathering i suppose? hahahas. they about to go off. I turned around and see again, wa smoke sia.. so cool.. on fire -.- we were like kinda kpo so decided to walk over there and take a look.. woot the smoke so thick lo -.- and thomas took video of it.. seoul garden on fireeeee =x hEes.. we stand there see lo.. =x so nice to see =x hEeeess.. after that went off cause it stinks like hell.. went to cine to have our dinner.. yummmmy .. food food.. =) after dinnner suppose to go tamp to slack think about tml got SCH ! forgot totally .. wthh.. -.- went home with ben.. toking about sch? i suppose hees... walk home.. -.- stare wart stare. slap u arhh.. -.- "excuse me my fren kno you" kno ur head.. ass -.- so irritating.. now i know why u never let me to go home alone =) tralalalalalas... woot going to schhh by myself.. hopefully wont be late! ~~
11:19 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y
there some things you will never get to understand =)
12:39 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y
Sunday, January 08, 2006
6am..in the morning..it is raining heavily outside..and my mood get heavier and feel down..when i saw one of my good friend is sank into a moment of darkness..depression and sadness..i wish to pull her out from the sea..but she just wish to stay there to die..I wish to tell them come on..let me save u and let u have a new life..but i can't..but i cannot compromise anything except feeling sad for them..Me..i have those feeling b4..sad..hurt..the feeling of letting people pushing me down into a endless valley and i nv climb up again..even can..i also dun have the str..dun have the mood..i just wish someone end my life with a knife so that i won't suffer any more pain or emotionally down..the journey seem so near yet it is far..it seem to be full of difficult and pain..just wish to lie down and sleep without anyone care..too painful to walk..dun hope anyone to save u..becaz in your heart..u had given up everything..love is hurt i know..in every city every corner of the world..there will be always one sad story happening every sec..6am..i am smoking in my kitchen when the droplets of rain is dripping from my windows..i remember the past..of being hurt..of being abandon ..perhaps love is like a cigarette sometimes..when i put the cigarette outside in the rain..it still nv extinguish ..it seem like it is still struggle in the rain..even though it know that it is going to die..it still struggle trying to burn as long as possible..but the rain is like the hurt..each drop increase the speed of the cigarette of dieing..till...one big droplets of the rain hit on the main part and it die out,even trying to light the cigarette up again..it is impossible becaz it is wet totally..this is like someone love life..when they trying to struggle to keep the relationship going..but what the use when they are keep hurting u again and again till u finally dead in heart and dun wish to go on anymore..lighting up the cigarette is like someone trying to help u or save u..but u are totally hurt and sad..u dun wish anyone to help u..just lie down there and tell the world i am dead!dun care abt me..!everyone just get lost!Haiz..what can i say..what can i say when i see my friend down there and i can't save..this feeling i believe my friend meet b4..and i meet this situation b4..all is in the mind..just becaz u keep telling yourself..i realli cannot do it..of course u can't..can u smoke when u even nv try to light it up?when u doing a test paper..u know u are failing but if u nv even try..the answer is of course yes..if u wish to try..maybe u might fail..but at least u got try..and u can slowly pass the test by working hard..becaz i beleive one day u can reach your goal..just slowly and do it..everyone is going to help u..no one is gonna laugh at u..becaz we are friend..right?friend should help u all along the way..friend is forever..everyone life..surely got one stage that is veri hard to pass..some ppl may fail becaz they nv even try..hope u could try it k..i am here to help u along the way..:Dthis is just a bit of my feeling and thought..still got lot and lot ..but i dun wish to write down ..when u are not even trying..what the point of other thing ..i stop here..bye..b4 i end ..my last sentence is..i am not going..to leave..u ..walking alone..when u fall..i will wait ..when u are hurt..i will wipe the tears away for u..becaz u are my friend..forever!!!
i copy and paste this post.. a post meant for me.. i jus wanna thank you =)
eHhhhh... after this post still say me... =( bulllyyy me ehhh youuu~
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2:51 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y
woke up around 5am ? so cool =) slacking at home all the way till evening. meet the gang at town.. pepper lunch =) hEes.. den suppose to hav haaagggeenn dazs's fondue.. den never.. instead I chose to shop so drag half of them to shop with me. walao make my mood low.. no mood for shopping.. =.= toopid... cannot shop with themm... hey dandan i miss shopping with u.. pls come shop with me some days.. my mood become moreee low... after seeing bel =) i looked at her... i feeling so hurt.. so sad.. first thing i asked her, went you free go out eh.. guess what she replied.. she said working not free.. and ya..she with her other frens at town! I dont wanna hear any excuses again.. simply you just hav no time for me.. jus him and ya gang =) i rather u just tell me..cheryl pls fcuk off i hav no time for u, who the heck are you to me .. =) i wont contact you again.. you want den u contact me... cause you didn't care at all.. of all i didn't expect you to turn out to be the same as the rest.. u called urself as a buddy of mine ? nahs.. no more.. jus a hi and bye fren.. after today i wont even want to face you.. thanks for misunderstanding me.. everything my fault =) seeing you jus wanna make my tears flows! thanks for dumping me aside.. dont come to me when things goes wrong.. i'm glad that you're back with him.. and everything seem to fine... i done my job being there for you.. time for me to leave.. yea.. =) happpy birthdayyy bel~
after town.. kelyn send us to serangoon.. slacking over there... den home sweeet homeee.. shouldn't even go to town..rather go club .. wrong choice!!! dAmmnn it..
12:17 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y
Saturday, January 07, 2006
after going thru some pics.I miss the night we were together.u gave me a lil hope and happiness.everything seem to be going so well.but the ending always remind the same =) thanks for being there.u made my day special..unforgettable memories..sweet lil ones..knowing that it wont happen again.. but that's more then enough cause u make me smile =) completed that particular special day.I wanna see happiness within you. I wanna see u smile =) I don't want you to think about the past.
10:13 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y
here are the pics... there's still more coming up =) anyway i look the same in all the pics... hahahahahas.. =) more pics pls.... hEes...
class pic
class pic
yes? hEes
the bday card
the cake
happy bdayyy
sing singg
play till fall
see what see.. =x
belinda so happppy
sweet?
belinda & jianle
jer, mas , ben
ben & jer
jer & jianle
cher`mas
cher`sop
cher`ben
cher`maria
cher`nora
cher`tianyew
cher`mas
cher`aqram
cher`ben
cher`jianle
cher`rich
whitney`cher
cher`shuyi
cher`ting
cher`kelyn
cher`jer
cher`min
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