feeling in groovy goodie mood. as if i'm in love, felt like i'm flying. yesh, i'm in love in everyone. HAHAs. everything just felt so right, so great. I wish I could just pause the time and stay this way forever. hEes. there isn't any star out there. I love the beach and the stars! I wanna go to beach soon. weeeeeeee.


my dear kelvin, he decided to keep the baby. it been like almost 3 months pregnant. can you held a wedding dinner? i wanna attend. boo. I just hope my surrounding, everything will be fine. happpyie..

9:19 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

the last goodbye is always hardest thing to say. hiatus mode

7:56 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

5:31 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

I felt my head so heavy, was like I gonna collapse any moment. the surrounding seems so blur, but i still managed to make my way home safely. feeling so much better because of my cozy bluely room. on my way back in the bus there were many thoughts running through my mind. shut the door of heart from the miseries. was force to bring up endless fake smile and laughter. the scar left behind abondoned. with the burden I bury, the troubles I carry, the emptiness within. lead me to the life I was meant to be, before my soul departs.


The moment my phone rang, looked into the screen guess who's calling my darling kelyn. asking me where am i. yesh, once again I over slept. I gonna try sleeping early so I can get up for morning school. or I gonna set many many alarms to get my mind awake. Been such a piggy lately. while eating my lunch I ranting away, that I over slept again. then mummy was like saying I know, of cause you slept so late. I know I'm late, I still dilly dally.


reached class at 2.30pm, lesson started at 2pm. I dont know whether I'm too lucky or unlucky that my 3 - 4pm lesson was cancelled! so I only attend 30 mins of lesson, doing resume. Teacher still can joke and crap with me, so wasn't that bad. classmates talking to me, as usual the dao me. I still don't feel comfortable with my class yet. wohhoo end school go home, kinda waste my freaking time travelling. I seriously hate those guys in my school, I'm not saying all guys la some of them with peanut brain. nothing else better to do and di siao girls? c'mon grow up, stop acting like a kid. I hate the way people look at me, especially stares. dont mess with me and I wont mess with you. and I fcuking HATE unknown calling for my name and dont know who the hell are you. people out there, once again I no longer with danial. gossip and spread around please. I dont want hear anymore about people asking me and him. scram off.


sorry that my post rather... ermm.. emo , fierce , pissed or whatever. no worries I will be fine =D

4:33 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

I never wanted to make you feel like shit. I never wanted you to treat me in any way. Have i ever forced you to do anything you dont like? What have i done to deserve all the ignores and harsh words you've said to me. Everytime you bring me to the clouds, you'll just push me off and i'll fall to hell. It really feels like shit thinking "what the fuck did i do? and now she's ignoring me". I guess you never had anyone ignoring you, and you have many good friends around and im just another friend in your mind. I got bitten three times, and each time, you just came back as though nothing has happened. If you were me, wont you have the sinking feeling that its all just a fucking cycle, you get close, and you get ignored for no reason a few weeks later. and she'll come back, just to stab my heart another time. If you think im strong, sorry im not. Im weak inside. I really don't wanna get bitten the fourth time. If i were avoiding you, will i still chatting with you? Its just i dont wanna fall too deeply like what i've done so in the past. "If there were no rain, i will surely accept you" "I feel so comfortable talking to you" "You're always there when i needed" "I'm beginning to like you a little more" "I'm your sun, thats why these period whenever you want the sun it wont come out, because im around" "time passes so quickly when im talking to you" Are all these lies? Seriously if you ever treasured me, you'll never bear to ignore me. But you did so 3 times. And now, just because i'm too afraid to sink in, you say im avoiding you, and im just like rain and that other guy. Is that how you think of me? I'm not as strong as you think, Im not as nice as you think. Everything is just a facade. Do you ever give me a choice? Can i say no when you want to ignore? How many times i've cried for you, but does your heart even feel the pinch when you dont talk to me? I dont expect you to do anything, you just do what your heart tells you. I'm never in a position to command or to choose anyway. If you think im being petty and mean, Im sorry. Im sorry if i spoiled your mood yesterday. But ask yourself before you make any decision. Have i done anything wrong? Maybe its a matter of perspective. If you think what i've done for you is meaningless, then forget it. Shouldn't i be the one saying what more do you want from me? i even had the heart to give you up cuz i know who you'll be happy with. but what do i get in return? you ignoring me for the first time just cuz he said some shit. If you're gonna ignore me after reading this, ignts. I'll respect your decision no matter what.

P.S. If you're feeling like shit reading this and that im such a pain, just forget me.


signing off,
isaac

1:18 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

To my dearest Bro : Ken Tan Wei Jian aka exactor aka zell aka meepok

This past few years have been really fun with you around. Serious without you my life will have alot less laughter. I'll always remember the fun times we had, and the times we pangsehed each other with no hard feelings..

Ok lets recall. First was [InD]. That was when we first met. From a mix match we chatted and i ask u to support the channel. Then after it disbanded due to the many fuck face hackers, we joined raqib's team for awhile. That was when we really got competitive, remember the same gear!~ Then we kena pattern-ed and we decided to form [SkuD].

When me and you were the inner-tag team partners. Remember the late night csing, the bitching about our teammate(flarezhutou fzt for short). Remember the taking of the "rubber-saikang" during WCG? FUCK I NEVER TAKE FIRST so dun say me. :b But back then, we weren't that close yet. just plain teammates. Soon after, bout 8 months on, we disbanded the team cuz YOU went off to maple. HAHA dun think i forget. Haha and the times we took over people's channel and PWNED BY www.****-*****.net HAHAHAHA

Then i formed PW5 with jeffmjkenfzt. Then you told me u wanna come back CS, so we came out with a plan. HAHA the kickfzt plan and we push the blame to jeff. what fuckfaces man we2, but thats the way we are and i love it that way. PW5 was a short stint, before it was my turn to pattern. i joined ecR. and really never regretted it, cuz you came over too. remember the "exciting BATTLESSSSSS" I SWEAR you're laughing when u read this and u cfm say out loud. now this is when the real fun really begin.

At first you were lost inside ecR, but then we formed our brotherhood of me(senbro) jer(spabro) and you(pokbro). fuck im thinking abotu the 6 rounds of jer now. HAHA remember all the fun we had together, all the late night chattings, tonning of cs with hype and karl @ 4z. We played on and we improved as a team. But i duno is we suay, or its the name curse. When hot didnt have the passion we 4 had. When he had it, jer lost it. And compy keep kena lj team also. But what matters is the time spent together man. Remember the times jer psycho us to ton at crc? and the "if you think playing 1 match blablabla can sacrifice ur sleep, then its ok la" hahaha of course we had our fun in ecr, but there were sad moments too when roch MIAed and barn joined us. In between, we had our late nights of fun, of DOTA-ing till mid night with prince nikkie, of CSing till 5am hardcore type, of Mapling together with jer, of MSN chatting.

Done with the CS side, now comes the personal side. Seriously i think we 2 damn alike in character, we 2 sipei fucker. HAHA. remember the number of times we saboed sheepy, HAHA but too bad he doesnt know. Still remember the WCG pattern? hahaha. serious no1 can think like the both of us. remember the bio-ing of charbohs on frenster? the long-kous? hahaha. remember the number of times we pakat and bluff people around us(including ylings haha) remember the number of patterns we chut on people. The EC-13 pattern type? when we use to OWNNNNNN people we dun like. Its so seldom to find people who like to bait for each other, who know what our next move is gonna be. Remember all the chinese dramas we watched together, now currently Sun Wu Kong. The numerous blogs we hacked to view their posts, and tag on their tagboard. Of how we use U KNOW WHO's name and PPL DUNO ITS ME. HAHAHA and saying all the lj stuff about him. The times we gunbound together with sheepy was fun too, with you always doing the saikang. HAHA. remember the sheepy gunbound password? HAHAHAHA of how we tell each other about our life, how we CH girls, how we CP on girls. HAHA. i still remember ur power message to sher. HAHA. of the number of mac meal i owe u cuz u cab me to crc. I just rememberd how we even bitch about people close to us, of SOMEONE who neva put push to talk on teamspeak.. HAHA of how we lie to ylings saying ken is afk when u want to hear ur lanjiaowei and she jitao bo hiew and u EMO to the max. HAHA.

Of course there were more experiences we had that i just simply forgot thinking on the spot, but the times spent were really very fun. I never regretted knowing you as a bro, and u better delete all the LJ THING U HAV ON UR COMP ABOUT ME. ALL MY SINGING, MY LJ FOTOS. HAHA. anyways hope u can solve ur problem soon, and if sipei lucky, we can be in the same army platoon. ORHKAYBYE. you take care of yourself out there, and hope the memories will stay with you. Give me a callw henever u wanna chill or slack, or got girls to say jiaowei about. but remember, if u forget... ur girlfren got jibu APH. hehehe. KOTEX FTW!

Signing off, Isaac/hobee/sentosa.

12:59 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NX.

dinner over heeren billy bombers, round up about 30 of us. celebrating nx's birthday. guess how much was the total bill ? $660. wohoo. I realized, mostly our dressing in black. can join the blackie gang. LOLs. We are the devils, and a few in white top are the angels I suppose. crapping outside heeren, pictures taking and planning what to do next.


we were split up into groups, pool session at cine, pub at boat quay, home sweet home, etc. I went to look for JJ nearby forum, celebrating his belated birthday. a super belated one. drank a lil before heading off. he asked for a kiss before I go, that's pretty crazy of him. yea, of cause I wont give. drunkard.


made my way down to boat quay, a pub I've never been before. as usual once you step in, you will stink like hell. because of the smoke, haze. poor nx because of the "haze" his eyes damn red. yeah, we need fresh air. a bottle of martell. pictures taking again. crapping. slacking.


I like it when i look up at the sky on a night where the clouds are high and thin and I could see stars. feel the wind, the peacefulness. it really ease my mind. it been quite some time I see stars. because of the damn haze. The stronger I be, the weaker I go. After all I'm still that weak. But I guess I'm not longer the last time me, who cried easily with tears non-stop flowing. Managed to control it. I'm not saying I didn't tear, I did teared a lil. feeling in a mess, confusion. I barely breathe at that moment. I wish I could please everyone, but you know what? I can't. I wasn't born perfect. or there isnt anything called "perfect". Feeling such a failure knowing that I couldn't do anything. I just want a simple life, I know is never easy. Problems come and flow. Stress no more. I don't want to get myself feeling so painful. all I could do, was to smile off.

blame me for loving to bottle up feeling, being secretive. probably understanding takes time. yesh, I'm complicated. try reading my thoughts.


thanks barn and hot for the accompany. I really appreciated it.

9:16 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

once again overslept. teacher called me and nag at me, asked me to go school bah bah bah. irritating. whatever. went out to cityhall and walk walk. on the way in the train, i was so called "sleeping" this guy actually wake me up just to ask number. WTF? so daring sia. it been like so long "the asking number stuff" had stopped. listening to his rubbish for 5 mins. people simply just can't understand simple english. fcuking irritating. how wish i would lay my hand right on his face. hahas.


met peifen she working at citylink, talking about our lil past. girls brigade. I quited NYAA last year, deal to the stress I handle. always having meeting meeting. no time for friends and bf that time. after all leadership stuff wasn't easy to handle. But I really enjoy all the training camps and my girls under me. there's a time to enjoy and be serious, that's when i become fierce. wasn't easy for me, NYAA for 3 years, for a gold. I still have the thought of continue, but I will become damn busy. I still love you girls. hEes.


ster was like telling me ehhh i hate the stares from those people. thinking we both are les. dots. weeeeee... she gonna get my a necklace next week wohoo... thanks hur....


reached home quite early, she dont let me go home lo. she wants to bring me go pub. what sia. dots. I'm like so tired. wohooo..home sweet homeee..


wohooo.. FRIDAY holiday for all ite students. boo.

1:34 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

so is it a mistake being too friendly? maybe it is. anyways suddenly you have to come and say these shit to me. like thanks man :) appreciated. but i guess you have your views and i have mine. im feeling so vexed now. should i, or should i not? nobody knows the answer. went to school today, quite productive learning physical geog. thanks for coming over and pei me study if not i wont study! =) at least i know, there is someone out there who cares. although life aint that perfect, i guess its beautiful the way it is.

shiets i've been sneezing all day and rubbing my eyes all day. haha the cotton wool in water really works! but i've run out of cotton wool cuz i was just too playful. *haaaaaa chiiiiieeeeew*

peaceout~ isaac

1:32 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

my mood get badly affected over some lil things that happened. angry till i tear. damn it. yea yea, I'm weak. I will take care of myself la. no worries. mr jos. I just wannas sleep thru' the night and everything will be fine in the morning.


you used to be there for me when I'm down. but seems like you disappear for the day at the wrong time. I'm sorry I've been busy lately. you're not forgotten.

12:22 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

i am the annonymous blogger! haha long time since i last blogged! life's been pretty boring these days, csdotamoviepoolsleepstudy. notice where the study is :/ although As are in 2 weeks, i havent even covered 1/2 the syllabus. DIEEEE. haha but in this boring few weeks, someone just had to come and cheer me up! :D haha nothing much happened today, just this random shit


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HAHA SORRY MINGJIE IF UR CLASSMATES HEARD ME! LOL! thanks for your story telling sessions though! of death note. :)


-isaac blogging on cher's blog! ^-^v

1:52 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

Just got home from school. my darling kelyn send me home. she went to collect the air humidifier for edmond's house warming gift. morning call to richard, first time call he slept back. I called the second and yelled at him. And finally wake up, by my irritating voice. HAHAs. okie, I'm evil. geez. I told him can reach school by 10am sharp anot, he say can. At tampines interchange called him to check where is he. He reach school, at 10pm sharp. asked him to wait for me, 10.15am then I reached. boo. thanks for waiting for me. =] went up to lecture, only got eddy, kelyn and jianle. jianle ranting about his bike stuff..... zZzzZzzz.. I did nothing but sleeping in lecture. then later on I sat beside kelyn and we chit chat.. tralalalas. and thomas joined us.. wols poke.. all pig sleep until so late.. =x wohooo~ 12pm lunch time! yeahhh... after so long, finally get to take the admin block lift.. cafe 1.. jiayi tap on my shoulder, wow I never expect to see him. after few months in school, finally get to meet up? when I'm free I sure do, drop by toa payoh and find you all. hEes. checked my phone 1 sms recieved, by leonard. "why wear half uniform come school? " I mean what's wrong, wearing 3/4 jeans. =( finished eating. head to atm withdrawn cash for that JIANLE. please do return or else I gonna threaten YOU. loLs.


damn it. i wanna drive badly. hanqi just called me, tell me he got bad and good news. bad news, strike kerb. good news pass tp. wtf. i damn jealous arh. blame me for my bad attitude. hahas. wohoo... more rides please, I'm lazy.


after all school wasn't so bad. no afternoon bus home. hahahs. anyway I wanted to upload sound clips but I didn't know how. sad.

1:14 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

beL

thanks for the tag. I really miss the old times. I hope we get to meet up real soon. I glad that I'm not forgotten. morning we used to meet up at toa payoh interchange and head to mac for our breakfast, then go school. we always late to school, and we always manage to escape under the detention list. after school always wait for each other and head to town to shop. we used to work together , accompany each other. I simply love that job. really slacking. Althought the pay we had was much. but it was fun. being there for each other. long hours of chat on the phone. =]



esther

It been quite awhile since we last met. Since I will be around town area, I decided to drop by to meet her. when over her working place to look for her, while she doing the closing. We walked down to heeren DKNY, for supper ? thanks for the meal. LOLs. had some chat, talking about the past again. We used to be very close. but alot of misunderstand between us. she was like telling me, her mum still remember me. I used to have this nick her mum used to call me " liL mermaid" hahas. I dont know why. she dont call me by my name. gosh, I'm still having this bad habit walking while looking down. =x I didn't realise until she told me. still the same old me, i guess.




jonathan

I always receieve sms from him, " did I just saw you" hEes. He is always the one who notice me, when I never even have the chance to spot him. probably I really dont notice my surrounding. If he didn't tell me, I didn't even realise. we knew each other for 14 years already. he say time to meet up for some celebration. I also think so. yeahh, some party time? Sms with him for quite long. He was walking home from town. is like omg. He was pretty down, wasn't in a mood. and he shared his problems with me. as usual, relationship problem. I hope everything will be fine soon.




cheryl misses her liL past.

3:37 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

loving her holding her
deep within, important and special place
fallen so deeply
wanting to be together
the only one you ever ask for
the chance
you know she's afraid
wanting her to open her heart
the fear within her holding her back
be affected greatly by even the slightest thing
where's the determination to take it slow
to let things go along with nature flow
she's all that matters
doing every lil things just for her
protecting her
she's being fine
seeing her happy
the heart full of unspeakable feelings
"follow me into the world i've prepared for you,
the world i made it close to perfect,
so close that i'll show you what my happiness for you means."




I'm back to what I used to feel again.


At this time of point why must it happen all together. Is this a test for me? i'm sick of walking through the world of darkness. Feeling totally helpless and trapped within. I couldn't see anything, it's was a pitch of darkness. Shivered silently. I couldn't describe the mix feeling I had. The darkness seemed to suffocate me, destroying all the sense of security i had. The next thing I realised there's tears running down my cheeks. The depression, confusion, pain, sadness, fear......... The pain pierce through my heart. Headache of confusion. Everything was in a mess. Was hoping someone to be for me like before. But it will never be the same again. I'm in a lost.



never come close to me, if you ever thought of hurting me.

4:04 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

Pictures

pic edited.



This is when I really get bored. start snapping away. =x



currently talking about my liL past with my friend. kinda miss my past memories. I guess danial is the only who can tolerate my attitude. holding me back when I just walk away. always the one giving in. being together almost 24/7 and we never get bored of it. chatting session when we dont get to meet up. Everything went on so smoothly. But sorry I have to let go, cause after all there isn't anything called " perfect ". betrayed, flirt, two timer .. seriously what's all this crap?


I have a good rest, sleep. I didn't go school. I guess is a waste of time! wohooo. =x I was chatting halfway and yeah.. I fall asleep.. too tired.......

2:28 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

I didn't overslept! I woke up just in time. Yes, I gonna complain about morning buses again. HAHAs. While in bus 31, saw jer I drop him a call and asked him to come up and join me, a double deck bus. Yeah, together go school. Tapping of attendance, grabbing some sweets at co-op shop, lifts at tech block, level 3 to lecture hall. saw sunshy boy, yesterday night we were still like chatting we won't be able to see each other in school but we did. Lecture was boring, some of them were playing PSP. Pretty good girl of me I was paying attention, meanwhile nagging and complaining about lecturer. And yes, happily 1 hour just pass like that. It lunch time, wohooo. food food food. yummy. while slacking at cafe 1 outside, teacher walked pass me and said cheryl see you later or else I gonna deduct your marks. dots. I find it soooo... whatever. well, I didn't give a damn but I still attend cause I never plan to skip her lesson. 2 hours of filing and punching of papers. what the hell.. simply just wasting my time.. another slacking day. BORING. went up to jer's class and look for him. and his teacher was like saying cheryl I think you're better now. HAHAs. saying that he still manage to see me around in school. well well just the beginning of school =x hEes. I guess I'm rather popular almong the teachers gossip about me from good to worst. Walked to another bus-stop was super hot the weather.... @#$%^& together with his friends..


reached home, rest a liL while and start preparing heading to town. met aloy at somerset mrt and walked to taka to meet rich and min. they were doing some survey. I manage to run away with it. kinda lazy, yea that's me. walked all the way to far east, dinner time at long john. nothing seems to interest me, so I didn't get anything. walked all the way back to taka again, met JJ, roch and friends. walked about in taka and head out to lucky plaza while JJ and the rest head to wheelock place to slack. Rich manage to get a good price of $45, PSP game. Because of us, girls' power! traLaLas. They head home while I went to meet them to slack.


and I met des at orchard and we walked to cine, kfc. I didn't eat cause I wasn't hungry. and we walked to dohby! I barely walk..... my legs were so tired.. just slack around chit chat... walked him to bus-stop and I met another friend. a secondary school friend, jer. It been such a long time we last met. He changed a lot I should say. Thanks for the ride home. Today, a day for me to meet up with all my friends. HAHAs. meeting day. hohoho. my first time meeting so many friends.


I did snap some pictures again. will upload soon. kinda lazy now. BOO.

2:16 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

PICTUREs of me.

bleahs =P


emo -


emo-





do you think I care?




smile!! =]


on the phone.


stupid face =x


snap snap



oh dear, miss cheryl overslept again. my mummy woke me up. hahas. So I decided to skip the first lesson since I'm already late. received a sms from a classmate of mine, having some group work, ohh I'm not forgotten they put me in the group with them. reached school at 11am, was having gastric. So went to cafe to look for kelyn and lynette. on the way walking saw hot and edd, hot asked to join along for some smoking session. I just accompany them. And edd left first, while me and hot went to cafe look for them. slack slack eat eat. one hour pass. =x I left with 1 hour of lesson while my break at 1pm till 2pm. I didn't dare to step in the class. I didn't know why, I always got the weird feeling. someone who doesn't belong to the class. Never mind. I never like my class anyway. I still prefer the last time year1 us. simply " attitudex". I continue slacking with min and rich they having their break. going for class at 2pm. wth. after slacking so long. they tell me cancelled! gosh. waste my time in school, I should have sleep at home. walked with nette to another bus stop. the weather seriously killing me. it sucks.


I hate morning and afternoon buses. I detest school. where my hotline gone too? HAHAs. I want my ride! no la. i'm not so bad. boooo~



I just wanna be the way, I want it to be.

yes, by my side. =]

4:11 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

Currently sms with JJ, talking about his dog now jack russel.. Today his birthday, so anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY JJ. almost everyday got people birthday. He asked me to join his celebration next week for some drinking session at pub. Seriously if I really go, I'll will make sure I don't get drunk. He say is a MUST for me to go, I can't TRY to go. wth.


My alarm kept ringing and I off it and continue sleeping. And yes, I overslept. woohoo.. But wasn't so bad.. [08:25] * cher`slp is now known as pr0mises , overslept 25 mins . hahahas. First time EH, bus 27 wasn't pack and I've got a space to sit. School reopen wasn't that bad after all? hur hur. hEes. Saw zack at interchange, I gave him that " whatever" look. as usual. That's me. Chatted all the way till reached school, got some company there. Met kelyn, min and rich at tech block lift there, together go up to lecture hall. My dear Kelyn perm her hair, yeah she do look diff but her hair gonna be straight soon anytime. Crazy me so happy to tap my card. LOLs. too long never go school. Just crapping around, got my timetable and books. damn you Jianle say want come never come. wa, got lesson lo. "what is an AUDIT" and there go bla bla bla bla.. 11.30am sharp, end lecture. Actually I still have lesson all the way till 4pm. But you know what? I'm cheryl. so.... self-declare... end school! one more thing, almost half of our gang's name down in the list of retaking of examination.


Kelyn drove us to tampines. surpose to have some sakae for lunch but must wait till 3pm for buffet cannot tahan eh.. we go for seoul garden instead.. Richard treats. THANKs =] *hugs... Richard you this pig keep eat and eat non-stop. accompany kelyn to collect her puzzle. accompany them to the bank apply capital card and fixed deposit account. buy addidas watch for thomas.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY THOMAS. hohoho.


head home.. rest awhile.. wash up prepare, head down to town to slack.. a really slacking one.. hope the PSI goes up and no school! weeeee... poor des down with fever.... hope you feeling better.. =]

11:24 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

chapter 2
get my hair dyed and cut
birthday party for 4 days 3 nights
chalet at aloha changi
music blast like club
drunk and hangover
happy birthday aloy


friday; yesterday
went down egames look for hotwater
well, nigel's team also there
pretty shocked that someone called me
my secondary schoolmates
celebrated derrick's birthday
east coast park pit 8
this time round i get drunk and hangover again
I have enough of vodka this time
happy birthday derrick



today zach and nigel birthday. happy birthday.
idiot la. you both cannot greet each other arh. i'm not center person EH! pretty sweet enough, the present I gave zach last year still with him. the present is 1 year old. HAHAs. treasure it! cannot lost it. or else i sure kill you. make me think of my liL past, my birthday he spend the night with me. just the beach and stars =)


upcoming birthday - thomas 17 oct which is on the tue
attitudex seems to drift apart. I'm sorry that I've been busy or not being there for you guys. hope everything will be fine soon! how we gonnna celebrate thomas birthday? any idea? hmmm.. richard you wanted sakae right? maybe monday can sakae! hohoho. first day of school sakae liao! =x opps. anyway, you guys still the best. <3 you guys =]


For those having cs compy later. all the best =D

11:34 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

smses & calls
wake up, bath, prepare
dilly dally, own sweet time
took a cab down to east coast park
" emocoRe bbq "
isaac went off, visit grandma[ goodboy]
meet at coffee bean
jer . jianle . aloy . roch
not gonna ton there
heading down to woodlands
took cab 2 ^ 3
me, jer and roch
while jianle and aloy
both cab same price wor. HAHAs. $18+
met eddy
together go jer's place
watch coach carter
drink, slack, crap, chat
jer and roch toh
left us chit chatting
in the end jl also toh
that roch while sleeping moan lo
somemore moan so long got tune =.= wth
aloy going to ftpss for some soccer
wohooo, wtf la that school
gangster school
I head home first, tired.
cab home again
recently keep cab cab cab.
my sleeping time screw up~
guess not gonna sleeeeeeep




probably being stronger and I turn weaker. [ d o t e ]

12:02 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

After all the happening, I'm glad everything had settled down. My life still goes on, and yes I'm moving on. "you're not moving on, you're moving on" I am, I am. In fact I've moved on long ago, letting go what I should let go. Thanks everyone being there for me, when the down moments I'm going thru'. I guess I'm happier each day? with no worries. Every liL troubles I have is always taken away. I suddenly feel so xinfu.. =]


since is holiday, currently will be MIA. that's what baba say. hahahas. sorry lo. unless you wanna find me online in the middle of the night.


[attitudex] more gathering please before school reopen. wohhoooo... partyyy.. result is out.. all of us done badly.. never mind.. lets TRY to jiayou for the next exam..


I dont wanna be in the darkness again. I want my eternal happiness but it will never come true. pretty silly of me, waiting for something that I can never get. so d.o.t.e me. boooo~

12:20 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

Same old thing, wake up bath prepare head out. hahas. my life. =x then they was like saying i always come out awhile then go home le. cause I pig mahs, wake up late.. then like princess prepare so slow. =x currently that's my life. tralalalalalalalalas.

11:31 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

sometimes I just hope everything gonna be alright. =]


The pain that stop me from sleeping. goshh.. really painn... I go bath, prepare everything until forgot to eat pain killer before going out. But lucky everything goes well, never pain pain. bleahs =P my phone bomb by Mr eddy, wohooo. Met min, nette, rich and thomas slacking at tamp mac. after slacking, went to sun plaza park with des. I'm going against his principle. yesh, I'm stubborn and such a badie.

5:27 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

Been rotting at home, chatting my night thru'. Monday went to Bugis for dinner, and walked awhile at bugis street then head home le. At times I wonder what's beyond the truth.


happy cheryl =]


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What others see from your style

You probably live in your own little world and studiously avoid having to search for your own identity. You may feel that you are not loved, and being in your imaginary world is your way of coping with this. You get moody easily.

What your nightclothes reveal

You're in need of love. You want to be taken care of and panic easily. You have a strong wish for security in your life.

What others see from your ties

You enjoy being alone. You like to life the simple but good life, and you cherish your freedom. You are thoughtful, confident and uninterested in glamour.

What others see from your belts

You don't like to show your feelings. Normally, you are gentle and friendly, but you don't like socializing. It can be difficult to get to know you well, and you probably only have a few close friends.

What others see from your shoes

You are a person who loves simplicity and is sincere and open. You are pleasant to be with, easygoing and always in a good mood. You neither want to control nor be under someone else's control. You don't care much about how you look, and know that it's what's inside someone's heart that's important.

What others see from your earrings

You are a sweet and talkative person. You are sociable, energetic and interesting, and get easily bored by the same old things. You are always looking for adventure.

The last analysis

You are probably a clever and adventurous person. You love to learn new things, and enjoy socializing with friends. Although you enjoy your freedom, you cherish peacefulness and like to spend time alone with your thoughts.

5:53 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

*stay by my side


Saturday

Morning suppose to go down tampiness find eddy slack, but I was pretty tired and not really feeling well. So I decided after I wake up then meet him. I wake up bath, prepare and head down to cine and meet richard and eddy first. 3 of us were totally rotting badly. walked to starbucks thought can find a place and sit down, but no space. So when to sit outside the fitness center, while waiting for the rest.

I didn't know they bring the wont group down =.= before that they were having 9 hours of cs training. wohooo so long lo. isaac looks so boy to me, I thought he was so much younger than me, but only 1 year younger. hahas. that jer so slacker dress until soooo.... =.= anyway he finally looked so much tanner, not like before. and that hot, he asking me did he slim down... dots him... while slacking outside cine, saw des. JL recognise him wor. then jl say my phone gonna ring anytime. hahahs. really ring.. boo~ slack till everyone left. then left me, rich and edd. walked to ps to grab something and munch on at mac. then slack outside ps. LOLs. untill eddy fall asleep.. eddy is drunk for the day, cause he been talking rubbish to us.

then continue slacking at the cathay, while edd at toilet me and rich playing with the lift till the lift black out =.= dotss... finally kelyn end her show at about 3am. I'm suppose to go home. they drag me, went back to cine. gosh.. luckily not walk back or else I sure kill them. e2max to watch dvd, while heading home....


I'm suppose to meet jl and edd for some gaming session at woodlands, but i never go kinda lazy other day ba. you both enjoy gay. wohooo.. anyway I'm done with my puzzle, left the sky part only... goshhh... jiayouuuu...

10:05 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

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[x] derrick____
[x] desmond____
[x] eLi_______
[x] huimin____
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[x] JJ_______
[x] kelyn_____
[x] qingying__
[x] rachel___
[x] rebecca___
[x] reborn____
[x] shan______
[x] vanessa___
[x] xiuling___
[x] yiqing____

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