no changing class for me. lalalas.belinda wants me to try persuading eddy. too bad wasn't in a good term too. FCUK. =x no one wants to change. shouldn't be in the list -.-" eddy did give me a little hope and then expected he will call to say no.. loLs.. yea. we do understand him.. wohhooo.. exam finally over.. YES i know i didn't do well.. ! thanks dearie to come all the way to my house to send me to school.. *hUgs* wouldn't he the one to call me, otherwise i will miss this paper. I'm almost late for the paper, few more mins i can't take the paper le.. FCUKing hate schoool~

11:50 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

Just wake up from a short nappy. Hopfully I don't study till I fall asleep. I'm really really tired, barely pulling myself up. *was hoping my dar dar to push me up* at this point of time I really feel like giving up on everything. I know I won't be doing well for the up coming paper. Is like 2.30am, AND i have not touch my book yet. my exam starts at 8.30am ~ goshh.. this is real bad.. Last minute studying will never help =)



WED
Having my accounts paper, wasn't that bad at least I manage to get a pass for it. kinda pissed off, couldn't wake him up for his exam. goshhh.. he is real PIG. thank goodness his dad wake him up! my paper end, went to check out with my new class. well it sucks totally, i gonna appeal for other CLASS. or else i dont have the motivation of going to school. took a cab down to school and home.



after reaching home was on the phone all the way with him till he went out for his rounding with his friends. hEes. take care and enjoy... was hoping that you will drop me at least a sms that you reached woodlands.. but nahs.. lalalalalas.. off to study...


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as darkness quickly steals the light

that shined within her eyes

she slowly swallows all her fear

and soothes her mind with lies

well all she wants

and all she needs

are reasons to survive a day

in which the sun will take her artificial light... her light

and it's one more day in paradise

one more day in paradise

it's one more day in paradise

one last chance to feel alright... alright

2:27 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

sat

went to study at LJS, waited for them for quite long 2 idiots. quite a few of them saw me. wa lao.. never greet me. -.-" either sms or msg me wen see me online... did i really change? no what.. why cannot recognise me. after dinner went to arcade and play.. walked around toapayoh. lols. den head down to suntec to supposrt tom's sis. for the superband. woot. den eat again. at mac. head to dar dar's house to study. study a lil. loves nono and hengheng. ahahas. morning head home. sleep till afternoon.. ~ =D

9:47 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

is chatting online is a fault, knowing that i can't cope with so much things at one time. can't do e-tutor and chat on phone at the same time. but still wanting to chat with him the only way was to chat thru online. telling him a little more that makes him changes his tone of talking, is it better not to tell and let him know a lil more. is that a fault too ? as what i say in the previous post, knowing too much, wasn't something good. =)

9:38 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

I starting to love you a lil more, when each day passes.





tonight then blog again, if i have the time. lazy x)

2:33 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

Just reach home, my dar dar baby send me home. almost everyday he been doing the same thing it become part of his daily routine, well at least so much better than taking cab. save money x) went to study with richard, thomas and min min. finally understand a little more on non-trading account. woot.. happy =D omg so scary lo, when tommy try driving.. -.-" after dinner, send all of them home. went over his house... cancel some of my pract.. burn mp3s.. so much better got like 90++ songs, rather then only got like 10++ songs -.-" keep listening to the same old songsssss......... home sweet home =) tomorrow last day of school being together. god damn teacher and section head, gonna separate us.. fCuk sia.. HATE THEM. argghhs..

5:43 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

WED
having my practical early in the morning hoping after the pract i can book my TP. the only slot left was on the 31 of may ! the timing got bus lane, wth! so they ask me to call back and ask again, maybe there's new slot, better timing. so wen i call the slot was on 2 june, timimg 4+ wth.. bus lane again~ so kinda pissed off. so try calling ubi and ask whether can i book my tp there.. guess what the person say.. YES~ pheWwww... hopefully get a better date and timing.. suppose to meet bel in the afternoon, but.... she is busy. so kinda sad.. the day didn't turn out to be what i want.


baby knowing that i'm not really in a goodie mood, so decided to bring me out for some movie. hEes. went to watch "the hills have eyes" at century, first time watching there, most of the time watching at tamp mall. the seat there are comfortable like sofa! lalalalas.. nice show~ eddy ! you should watch it man~ after movie went to school and fetch lil ben.. he is having his taekwondo in the indoor sport hall. next place 24hr mac at tamp, meet the rest of the gang. eating half way, baby's dad want to use the car. takeaway the food and rush back to his house and slack. fun slacking.. craps alot.. didn't want to go home wanna stay a lil longer to be with him.. my mum kept calling.. arghhhss.. irritating.. left with no choice.. but to make my way home.. the next moment i know i was sleeping like a piggy.. too tired....

5:43 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

argghs I shouldn't know too much =) knowing too much is never good.. why do little things cause so much misunderstanding.. that's because you don't understand the person ? that is why the word is form up like this mis"understanding" ? there is no one you can trust more than you, yourself.





tralalallalalalaallalalalallaalalalalas.........

4:37 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

I starting to hate home again. greez.. being alone is so much better.. ease!

12:12 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

Just reach home from my practical. Nothing much about my pract, got 2 chops for today. today driving slow and steady =D didn't went to school because baby boy wants me to attend the funeral. He is only 19, still a long journey to go.. Wasted.. Because of a bike accident.. Hey riders out there please ride safely.. rest in peace - woke up early in the morning 9am, so lazy to wake up.. Crawling out of my bed.. Lazy bum me .. hEes.. get myself prepare everything, met min and eddy at woodlands at 11am.. ate a little before I make myself down to the funeral. Fcuking weather.. is killing me.. Making me feeling so dizzy.. omg saw baby tear, and he lied to me saying is smoky inside.. Asked him to be strong =) but.......... He still weak.. Silly boy.. After cremation, rush down took a cab to kovan.. I'm late late late late.... Today driving is smooth and sweet =D 5 stars for myself.. hEes... phewww... Everything is finally over for the day.. is darn tiring man..



that silly boy probably sleeping like a PIG. you know why cause he didn't answer my calls.. he too tired. Didn't sleep for the day.. Sweetie dreams =)

6:48 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

Recently I'm so god damn lazy to blog.. And also kinda lazy to blog.. Almost every single day staying out late.. Slacking, movie and not forgetting about eating -.-" hAhahas.. Exams coming soon in 2 weeks time.. Study time =) I don't know whether I gonna make it thru but I just gonna try my best. HEY gang please do study hard, make it thru and we can play till drop =D hEes...




after went to look for him.. While waiting for him, decided to pamper myself with some icecream swensens! wohooo~ yummy... Finally my baby boy get his license card.. But need more practice on his parking.. When is my turn to get my license!! =)




there some doubt in my mind. But I didn't know what is it.. Feeling a lil confuse.. I don't know what I want in life.. Am I satisfy with what am I now? The world is moving and is always changing.. Sometimes I just feel so blank.. So lost.. True.. I'm sensitive, over lil things I tend to tear.. I been acting strong to keep my feelings.





*slaps myself, thinking too much

10:35 PM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

late to school. today is a day, where everyone have to wait for me. sounds like a princess that keep people waiting which is BAD! so SORRY that I kept you guys waiting~ role play finally over! wasn't that bad... =) here comes the bad news.. see section head.. for BCM lessons and NE trip ? what the helll.. is always the 10 of us seeing the section head. but today meeting wasn't that bad.. we complain and laugh but nothing else. not as serious as what i thought.. so far so good..




recently having some mood swing i suppose ? just not being myself... a lil attitude at times.. time flies when i dream.. horrible dreams.. fear within..





can anyone define the meaning of love ? probably not =)

2:08 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

Knowing you for so long, realizing you will always remain as who you are. Used to expect a lot from you. Asking you to change but I know you can never do it, so I keep telling myself you can. BUT it still ended the same, so who cares ? =x your buddies had left you, but I really hope you will realize what you've done. I warned you before =)

10:21 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

pr0mises





First practical of the day, was totally awesome. =D 4 chop chop in a day.. lalalas.. and i manage to drive home! keep suan-ing eddy.. can't compare much , cos he manual and i'm auto =p bLeaHss.. just wanna motive him.. =x tomorrow lesson will be driving at sengkang! wEeeee.. can drive home again =x lalalalas... gonna be busy and packed during mar and apr =D



just finish watching big momma house 2 .. funny show =) still got lotsa movie to catch up ~

2:47 AM`wiish.upon.a.fallin.star; unforgotten.Y

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